Supporting my wife who lives with Borderline Personality Disorder while maintaining self care.

[Determined]

[Smc]

So @Determined, does this mean you're at the "I want to go to sleep until it's all sorted out" stage...? Been there.

[Determined]

Kind of @Smc  except all of my problems are my own. I could very easily just throw the towel in with uni and give up but then I would be more depressed later at yet another failure. 

Have an exam tomorrow @Smc  and going over review notes today it really is beyond me.

Then a report in 1 week that also seems out of reach. I am just so tired and depressed I can't recall or apply any information. 

If I at least try and fail then at least I have tried.  

[Determined]

[Smc]

Got it. Do what you can, we'll be thinking of you and praying.
Better get some sleep? Tired brains don't have much recall capacity.

[Former-Member]

@Determined 

How did you get on today Bro?

[Determined]

Complete flop @Former-Member 

Was initially relieved and excited when reading the questions in perusal. All the things I had been focusing on in prep was there but then come time to answer... Could not come up with anything. 

My brain is so exhausted I feel I can not even achieve the most basic tasks 😫

Have a week now to finish a report that is well beyond me. No idea what I am going to do with that ☹

[Former-Member]

Checking in @Determined 

[Determined]

Still feeling flat here @Former-Member 

Struggling with some assessment that I have resigned to failing. Due 5pm tomorrow.

Exam last week was a total loss also

Just don't have any capacity atm ☹

Hoping I can at least pass both subjects. 

[Determined]

Seems atm the only time I am not feeling overwhelmed is when I am out walking. 

While that has its health benefits I can't be walking all the time.

It does however shed some light on how darling became so obsessed with her cycling leading up to her crisis.